2010
2010 has been a year of great significance. At the beginning of the year, I made a choice which changed my life. Whatever happens this year made me age so much faster. This is the year of happiness and sadness. I do not know how so many things can happen in one year.

I guess I find it difficult to remember my Mom and not feel sad. I dreamt of her last night, and I started crying, so she left. Apparently, news is that she is with the Shaykhs, which is good alhamdulillah. She used to advise that I sit with the ulama' and after her passing, indeed, I get to sit with the ulama'. I pray that she is happy and safe, always. There are just so many things I no longer do because I used to do it for her. There's nothing quite like losing your mom. I've always known love is dangerous, but it is a risk I take.